Sorry it has been so long since my last post; these past few
weeks have been quite a whirlwind.
Here is a quick recap:
As I think many of you know, over the course of the summer,
I was busy working on applications for the Marshall and Rhodes Scholarships.
Both of these scholarships are nationally competitive and fund up to 2 years of
graduate study in the UK. (More in-depth information for the scholarships can
be found here: http://www.rhodesscholar.org/;
http://www.marshallscholarship.org/) The process of applying is as such: you
spend your summer writing, re-writing, (and re-writing some more) personal
statements and proposals for programs of study, procuring letters of
recommendation (3 for Marshall; 8 for Rhodes), and going through university interviews
to get institutional endorsement. Then, the application is submitted by October
1st. Candidates who pass through the initial application screening
by the committee are then invited for an interview. In early November, I was
notified that I had not been selected as a candidate to interview for the
Marshall Scholarship, but was invited to interview for the Rhodes Scholarship.
I could not interview via skype or phone call, so that meant that I needed to
fly from Ghana back to the US. Luckily, West Virginia University paid my travel
expenses because it is such a huge honor for the university to have a Rhodes
finalist; WVU hasn’t had a winner or a finalist for the Rhodes in 18 years-
since Carolyn Conner Seepersad won the scholarship in 1995. So, two weeks, one
computer hard drive crash, many hours spent reading in the library, numerous
emails to the ASPIRE office of WVU to make travel arrangements, and two flights
(one of which was a charter flight from JFK to BWI that I honestly, all drama
aside, thought was going to crash) later, I arrived in Baltimore, Maryland on
November 16th. I was met by my dad and Brent, as well as a colder
climate than Ghana. Straight from the airport, we went to my grandparents’
house for lunch, then my grandmother and I took off to the mall to go shopping
for clothes I would need for the cocktail party and my interview (both are part
of the interview process for Rhodes). I am proud to say we found a blazer,
cocktail dress, and shoes in only an hour; I repeat: in one hour. Any girl,
and to prevent from being deemed sexist, any guy who shops a lot, will tell you
that finding dress for a formal event in an hour is a feat; yet alone the shoes
and jacket to go with it. I was also elated because I absolutely loathe
shopping and, admittedly, was ready to leave the moment we parked the car.
I stayed in Maryland through the weekend, then on Monday, my
brother, Jon, chauffeured me to Dulles airport to catch a flight to Morgantown,
where I would be until Thursday for interview preparation. For all of you
northeasterners and others who have traveled via Dulles airport, you know how
far removed and how much of a genuine pain in the ass it is to get there. My
flight wasn’t until the afternoon, but Jon and I left mid-morning to make sure
that we had plenty of time to get there; it’s a good thing we did because we
definitely got a bit lost and had to do about 20 minutes worth of back tracking
once we figured out we had deviated from the correct course. I arrived an hour
before my flight (literally, right when I needed to) and luckily, there wasn’t
a lot of people there, so I made it through security and to my gate with plenty
of time until my flight left. I took a charter flight from Dulles to
Morgantown. If I never have that experience ever again in my life, I will
absolutely be O.K. with that. The plane was small and there were only about 12
passengers. I’d like to take a minute to pause and deviate from my line of
thought to pose the question of whether, economically, it even makes any sense
to have such a small flight, but I will refrain from going any further than
that. To me the whole concept of flying doesn’t make sense: anything that heavy
should not be able to fly, yet alone stay in the air once in flight. When you
fly you really are putting your life and your faith in fate (and physics,
aerodynamics, engineering, some other technical subjects I know nothing about,
and a pilot who (hopefully) went to a great flight school, of course). Nothing
will remind you of that more than a small charter plane fighting its way
through wind gusts (or a small charter plane with a pilot who likes to make the
descent suddenly, rather than gradually- as was the case with my flight from
New York to Baltimore), which was exactly the situation I was in. I was
extremely happy and thankful when we arrived at the Morgantown Regional Airport
safely. I had to refrain from kissing the ground. Candidly, I don’t pray nearly
as often as I should, but God definitely heard from me on the five flights I
ended up taking over the two weeks I was home.
For those who don’t frequent the Morgantown airport, I have
to take a line or two to describe it: The smallest airport on Earth. There are
no terminals; passengers disembark the plane at a tarmac, then walk to the
building, where immediately to the right of the entrance is the mechanized belt
for baggage claim, straight ahead is the ‘arrivals hall’ and to the left is the
exit of the building. Two positives: you definitely don’t need to worry about
getting lost/being unable to find whoever is meeting you at the airport, and
you don’t have to think twice about whether your luggage will arrive.
Cate, who works in the ASPIRE Office at WVU and helped me
throughout the application process for Rhodes and Marshall, met me at the
airport and took me to Hotel Morgan, my home for the next three nights. The
rest of the week was filled with Skype/phone calls to past Rhodes scholars
(including Senator Hoylman of New York who was a Rhodes Scholar from WVU in the
80’s and Dr. Seepersad who is now a professor at the University of Texas at
Austin) to solicit their advice, mock interviews with professors of different
subjects at WVU to simulate and prepare me for the interview I would have that
Saturday, a mock cocktail party to prepare me for the one I would attend that
Friday, advisor meetings and other meetings with various faculty of the
university, including the Provost, the Dean of Eberly College, and the Director
of Athletics, who was also a Rhodes finalist from WVU in the 1980’s. I also got
to catch up with a few friends (unfortunately not everyone I was hoping to
see), which was great. It was a busy week and I was pretty exhausted by the end
of it.
Thursday afternoon I left from Morgantown, on yet another
charter flight. We first went to Clarksburg to pick up more passengers before
heading to Dulles. From Dulles I took another flight to Philadelphia, where the
cocktail party and interview would take place. From the airport I hopped on a
train to the Radnor Hotel, which, yes, was almost as pretentious as it sounds,
but I was more than happy and willing to be pampered with such luxurious accommodation.
I arrived around 9:00 PM and had a message with a phone number to call. It
turns out Alec, one of the other candidates left his number for other Rhodes
candidates so we could all meet before the process and have a drink together. I
thought this was really thoughtful and nice of him. So after dropping my bags
in my room, I went to the hotel’s restaurant to meet Alec and Ryan. They are
both incredible and friendly people. Ryan, 24, is a graduate of the University
of Pittsburgh (WVU’s rival, ironically enough). He is very interested in
community development, peace and conflict resolution, youth engagement and
service learning, and has traveled to Africa- including Ghana, so we had a lot
in common. Currently, he runs an office at Pitt to connect students with
different organizations in the community as a way of incorporating service
learning and civic responsibility in the experience of university students.
When the New Year begins, he will spend 5 months as a Congressional fellow.
Alec is a senior at the Naval Academy. He plays on the Academy’s football team
and is involved in neuroscience research with Johns Hopkins University. At the
cocktail party the following evening, I met the other eleven candidates for the
scholarship, all of whom were amazing, intelligent, and humble people. There
were four women (myself included) and the rest were men. With the exception of
Alec, who was proposing to study Biomedical Engineering at Oxford, all of us
were hoping to pursue social science programs. Some that I remember were
Psychology and Theology, Refugee and Population Studies, East Asian Studies,
Government and Politics, Languages and Literature, and Public Policy. Schools
that were represented include: University of Pittsburgh, Stanford, Harvard,
Swarthmore, University of Virginia, Villanova University, New York University
(the guy who represented NYU attended their campus in Dubai, which I thought
was very interesting), University of Chicago, the Naval Academy, and Weslyan
University. There were others, but I can’t remember them all. I also met the 6
judges who were all former Rhodes Scholars, from different walks of life. The
District Secretary, who is one of the judges, but from my understanding doesn’t
have a vote, was a professor of English at Haverford College, which is where
the interviews were held. Then, there was a woman who is a researcher and
developmental economist at the World Bank, with a specialty in African
development. There was a gentleman who is a professor of finance and economics
at the University of Maryland in College Park; another man did something with
finance, markets and sustainability (it was very unclear to me what his job
title was) in New York- what I do know for sure is that he did his thesis work
at Oxford on social perspectives of gay marriage from 2002-2005. The third
judge was, and I promise you I am not making this up, the former Director of
National Security under the Obama Administration, Admiral Blair. The sixth
judge was a recent graduate of geochemistry at Oxford. She is now doing a PhD
at Princeton (I think that’s the right Ivy League) studying sea salt as a way
of reconstructing the climate record over the past million years. I was so
excited to be in a room with so many intelligent people with such fascinating
backgrounds and interests. I have to admit though, I did walk out of the
cocktail party feeling a little bit of intimidation and anxiety about the
following day. It wasn’t because I felt I didn’t measure up to the other
candidates or anything like that; in fact, I felt very in my element because
everyone had their own interests and had exceled because they were passionate
about what they did and sought opportunities to pursue whatever it was they
were into. I was more intimidated by the judges: I mean seriously people, can
anyone reading this honestly tell me that they wouldn’t be intimidated to be
interviewed by not only 6 adults who are highly respected in their fields, but
who are Rhodes Scholars and have obtained positions in agencies like the World
Bank or held posts as the freaking Director of National Security of the entire
country? I know people are just people, but let’s face it: accolades,
accomplishments, titles, awards- however you want to call it- can be
intimidating. I was also anxious because there is no way of knowing what kinds
of questions they would ask me or on which topics. Literally, anything is fair
game for the interview. So it’s a bit difficult to feel prepared going in to
that type of atmosphere. I did take some small comfort, though, in knowing that
the 11 other people around me were probably also feeling the same emotions.
The cocktail party was a lot more laid back and intimate
than I anticipated. The party was held in the lobby of one of the buildings on
campus. There were hors d’oeuvres and non-alcoholic drinks, which surprised me
because one of the things that I read in articles of blogs from past finalists
was how imperative it was to only have one drink and to sip it slowly (sorry to
be blunt, but DUH. Rule #1 in any situation: don’t go to a formal social
setting, especially where you are making your first impression, and get
drunk.); then there are always the discussions fellowship advisors have about
whether to drink or not. It’s all a blend of opinions based on what is and isn’t
proper etiquette that can cause candidates extra, unnecessary anxiety in my
opinion. So it was nice that there wasn’t alcohol there because it really made
it a no-brainer. We all mingled and got to know each other, as well as the
judges better, then Laura, the District Secretary, made an announcement about
what to expect with the interview and selection process the following day.
Everyone would pick an interview time slot at the end of the evening for the
following day. Interviews would begin at 8:00 AM, last about twenty minutes,
and end around 1:20 PM. There was a potential for people to be called back for
a second interview if the judges felt they needed clarification on something
from the initial interview, if they felt they focused on one topic too long and
didn’t get to ask a candidate about anything else, or if they were trying to
decide between candidates. Really, the judges could call someone back for a
second interview at their discretion and just because one was or wasn’t called
back for a second interview didn’t mean that they were or weren’t selected to
receive the scholarship. So when the cocktail party came to a close, we all
drew times and for those of us staying at the Radnor, went back and grabbed
some food.
My interview was slated for 10:05 AM, which I was really
happy about. While I was still in Ghana trying to prepare for my interview, one
of my advisors had sent me a horde of, well maybe a horde is a bit dramatic,
but she sent me a lot of articles written by past candidates on their
experiences. Some of them contained horror stories about how important the time
of the interview is and how much it impacts the final decision: too early and
the judges will forget you, too far into the process, they will have already
made up their minds or be too exhausted to be able to fully consider you. I
don’t know if any of this holds any truth- my guess is that it’s a load of shit
(sorry to not be more politically correct) that comes from people being nervous
or making excuses for a bad interview- but in any case it was definitely in the
back of my mind and I felt relieved to have such a perfect time.
When I got to the building on campus where the interviews
were being held, there was a room where we could all wait until our interviews.
I’m glad I didn’t get there much more than 30 minutes early because you could
just tell people who were waiting for their interviews were nervous and some
who were still there and had already had their interviews were going through
what they did wrong or could have done better. Not the best vibe to keep the
nerves down, so I called Courtney to catch up with her, and I was really happy
that my dad and Brent, who drove all the way up to Philly to support me, made
it there before my interview, so I got to spend a little bit of time with them
beforehand.
Walking in to the interview, I wasn’t really nervous, well
at least I wasn’t anywhere near as nervous as I thought I was going to be. I
felt quite calm and collected. I think by that point I knew I was as prepared
as I could be. Getting to meet the judges the night before, while it was a
little intimidating, also put me at ease because I wasn’t walking into a room
of complete strangers. So on to the how the interview went. Let me preface this
by saying there really is no way to prepare for a Rhodes interview; the best
advice I received prior to my interview turned out to be right on point: the
interview is not a question and answer session; it is not a test to see how
much you know or don’t know about the world or your proposed area of study;
rather, it is a chance for the committee to see how you think, how you arrive
at a solution when a difficult question that will test not only your knowledge,
but your ethics, is posed, and how you react when you have absolutely no idea
about a topic you are asked. This much was made apparent with the first
question I was asked by the developmental economist from the World Bank: “You
are in a position where you are in charge of managing water resources of a
country. Resources are scarce and you have to decide who gets water and who
doesn’t. What do you do and how do you do it?” I wish I could watch a video
tape of my interview because I know that I fumbled my way through that answer.
I mean, at the age of 22, coming from a position where even when I have lived
in Africa, I have always had the privilege of having access to potable water,
how could I possibly have a good answer to that? Granted, I have had a glimpse
of coping mechanisms in times of scarcity at the community level, but I truly
believe that no matter how many years I work in places like Ghana, no matter
the level of education I attain, no matter how much overall experience I have,
I will never understand what it is like to live in conditions of scarcity and
how to make difficult decisions about how best to allocate scarce resources
until I actually live in those conditions. To illustrate my point: I am reading
currently reading, Elixir: A History of
Water and Humankind, by Brian Fagan. He opens the book with a personal
anecdote about trekking through the Kalahari Desert with three San hunters on a
hot morning at the end of the dry season. As he succumbs to the heat, taking
regular pauses from their expedition to take swigs from his water bottle, he is
amazed at the seeming lack of thirst or fatigue of his fellow hunters.
Unbothered by the searing sun, they continue on, without faltering, further
into the desert. When they come to a dry watercourse and a group of trees “that
cast the only shade for miles around in the seemingly waterless landscape,” one
of the hunters thrusts his wooding digging stick into the soil, his efforts
producing a puddle of potable water. Drinking from this miraculous oasis,
discovered only because the San hunter had a knowledge of his environment and
how to survive in such extremes, passed from generation to generation, Fagan
writes that he has, “never felt such a close, sensuous connection with the most
vital elixir of life.” This moment was a defining one for him that not only led
him to realize the significance of water, but led to his interest in human
relationships with water throughout time. It is this type of situation
experienced by Fagan and his subsequent revelation, to which I refer when I
state my conviction that unless or until I have such an experience- and it doesn’t
even have to be in Africa; there are circumstances such as those encountered by
Fagan, all over the world, including the United States-that I can be able to
have an idea of how to answer such a question intelligently.
From there, questions
involved the same theme, of winners and losers, but on the topic of climate
change. Then, the Admiral changed the subject from managing scarce resources
and climate change to education and my impressions of the education system in
the United States. This then led to the question: “So you have to figure out a
way to teach climate change in schools. What are four components of the
educational plan you would devise to teach the subject?” I got to the second
pillar of my plan: teaching both sides of the climate change argument, before I
was then asked a set of rapid questions that included, “What do you mean both
sides of the debate?” “Are you implying climate change isn’t real or that
people don’t believe it’s happening?” “Should both arguments be taught with
equal weight?” “What science exists to refute climate change?” After that
discussion, the questions went back to the role that water plays in markets and
vice versa, before ending with a question about whether we should institute a
population policy as a way of effectively managing our water resources (the
only question, might I add, that I was actually pleased with my answer). The
very last question I was asked was this, “Did you have any questions that you
were expecting or hoping the committee to ask you?” My mind just blanked. What
I should have said was, “I would like you to ask me why I want to go to Oxford
on the Rhodes Scholarship.” Here’s what I actually said, “Um, what I do with my
free time?” (and, unfortunately, the inflection is no mistake in that sentence;)
I later kicked myself a little for that one and hoped they would call me back
for a second interview, but hey, as they say, “hindsight is always 20/20,” and
in all honesty, I believe everything happens for a reason so the Rhodes just
wasn’t meant to happen for me right now. After the last candidate had her
interview, we had a break until 2:30PM (roughly an hour), at which time we
would have to reconvene so the judges could come and call back anyone for a
second interview, if they selected anyone at all. So by 2:15, everyone was back
in the holding room, anxiously awaiting in expectation for the District
Secretary to walk into the room to announce candidates for second interviews.
When 2:45 came around and there was no sight of the judges, we decided to watch
Pirates of the Caribbean to keep us occupied and try to keep us from being
nervous. Yeah, that didn’t work. Three o’clock came and went; 3:15, 3:20, 3:25.
At the cost of sounding dramatic, minutes really did feel like hours in that
room. It was awful. Then, at 3:30, they called one of the candidates for a
second interview, which lasted all of 5 minutes. Ten minutes later we were all
called into a room and they announced the winners: a guy from NYU who will
study Refugee and Migration Studies and a guy from UVA (who was called for the
second interview) who will study either Government and Politics or Public
Policy (I can’t remember exactly). In any case, I was very happy for them both.
Though the end result wasn’t what I was hoping for, it was an amazing
experience and I am happy that I had it. I met a lot of great people and got so
much out of the interview process. The first question posed, which essentially
boiled down to: “How can we/do we effectively manage scarce resources in a way
that is both efficient and ensures equitable distribution and access?” is one
that has led me to completely reframe and rethink the way I approach my
interest in water security. As naïve as it seems, and indeed I think is, I had
never thought of it in this way. So I am very grateful to have been challenged in
the way I think and approach my work. I am looking forward to exploring this
further through my research here in Ghana over the next 7ish months.
After the intensive week of traveling and preparing for the interview and going through the interview process, I was absolutely exhausted and took full advantage of my last week at home to veg out and relax, spend time with my family and friends, and have a second Thanksgiving of course. Time flew by and before I knew it, Friday had come and I was on a plane bound first for New York, then to Ghana.
After the intensive week of traveling and preparing for the interview and going through the interview process, I was absolutely exhausted and took full advantage of my last week at home to veg out and relax, spend time with my family and friends, and have a second Thanksgiving of course. Time flew by and before I knew it, Friday had come and I was on a plane bound first for New York, then to Ghana.
Well, for sake of the length of this post, I’ll sign off
here. Be expecting another blog post detailing my first week back in Accra and
the official beginnings of my research!
Until then, Chelsea
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